Sincerly, just a girl losing her grip in this world.

I want to live.. not just survive.

WARNING: This post is not as optimistic and encouraging like most of my other posts, but I want this blog to be genuine and face reality. It is all part of creating your life and living free.

Lately everything has seemed so blah.  Want the truth? I’m not happy. I don’t find joy in much, I don’t hope for much but to survive the day, not too many things excite me, each day seems like a blur and I am waiting for things to become clear again and regain some focus. I even had someone tell me I don’t seem happy in life.  I’ve tried cleaning, hot showers, getting extra sleep, reading, and seeking the presence of Jesus in my life. Nothing seems to fix it. Let’s take a closer look..